writing
though i may not be very good at it, i enjoy writing. it is a great way for me to collect my thoughts, express myself, and communicate (with God & others). i often wish i had better writing skills. i’d love to pursue writing more seriously than journaling and blogging. i would love to express life in the form of stories. it has always been something in the back of my mind. one day i’ll write a book. but unfortantely, this deep desire is quickly overcome with fear and feelings of inadequacy. for so long writing has been my unobtainable dream. of all the things i hope to accomplish and experience in my life writing stories/a novel is the one that i don’t think i can do. and i was fine with that, until dan mentioned something about it. he said something to the effect that of all my interests writing is the one that he thinks fits ME best. that when he considers what i will be doing in the future it is easiest t see me as an author. i want to always remember that. i want to remember that the one who knows me best encourages me to do something that i have always considered to be my unobtainable dream - something that i know is a weakness, that i know will be a challenge, and i know that i will need to trust God for the most.
There are many things I love about you, but I definitely love your mind. I love to read what you write because you write so well. Your writing always gives me one of those “a-ha” moments…aha, I understand, or aha I’ve felt that way, too, or even aha that’s like what I’ve been thinking. You go, girl!
Alicia, I found your blog through my sister’s xanga site. I looked through some of your photos and wanted to tell you how beautiful you were at your wedding. And I so admire how you have remained Debbie’s friend through everything. Keep writing, no matter what you’re afraid of people thinking. It’s my favorite way to say what I think, because I’m terrified of speaking in front of people! Be dangerous, girl! That’s what God wants of us…people who will take risks in order to further His kingdom.
hey dani, thanks for such encouraging comments! you don’t know how i was i need of some inspiring words. happy holidays!