Exhausted

Today I slept in past 9:00 and I took two naps for a combined 4+ hours of napping. Still, I feel exhausted.

The events of the weekend wore me out. On Thursday & Friday I was in Blacksburg to help my mom clean out Jarrett’s apartment. I prepared myself for us to spend hours in his apartment sobbing, but we didn’t. For the most part we worked faster than our emotions could keep up with. Most days I function in a mode where I don’t realize that all of this was real. While cleaning out his apartment I kept thinking that I wanted to do a good job, just like if I was helping him pack to move to Florida this fall.

My mom & I attended the Governor’s meeting on Saturday. Before the meeting we met several other families for lunch. It was a long day full of difficult moments. During the meeting questions were asked and comments were made about the events of that day and the days immediately after. A lot of things that I had tried to forget about were discussed. But, I guess even though it was difficult there was some good to come from the meeting.

While I was away Dan (with the help of a friend named Ryan) put up a website in honor of Jarrett. We will be adding more content over the next few weeks.

Tags: Insanity